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well ok let's put up something happier here k:) el ah can u sorta like email me or sthg as to how to put music in the blog coz i forgot everything u told me diz afternoon nyo:D oh well actually going to nj issnt tt bad after all... wadeva it is i'll meet lots of pri sch frenz who i've not met for 4 yrs liaoz!!!! i tink diz is sthg nice to celebrate abt ne!~ after feeling so detached frm my pri sch frenz esp the guys since i dun even interact wif them, it would b good to see them all again yoohoooooo but i havent gotten my shoes so going to wear mum's.... it's white n blue... not tt nice but who cares... me not wearing pink shoes.... my mum still ask me to wear those for orientation k... wah kao i'm not going to do tt man! wadeva the case.... who cares... but i want my hp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well... hiya somehow i feel horrible... esp after reading chek's blog... sighz... hiya... i'm juz being paranoid so ignore me. the way i've walked led me to a crossroad again, after the many crossroads i've reached in these 4 yrs in sec sch. i've never made so many important decisions in my life before. i mean in pri sch, there's not much of a decision to make, probably only wad food to eat everyday. today, before me is a t-junction. i've thought for a very long time, about all the pros and cons, about all the relationships that i've enjoyed so far. i've bonded much more wif my frens in sec sch den in pri sch *duh* and it's really difficult to stay that close to each other when we're not tt close physically. well not only diz.. i've tot through alot of other stuff... but still w/o a conclusion *as usual* coz i juz can't let go. i love to stay rooted in one place n stay there forever and ever so tt i dun need to move. i noe life like this is boring and wadeva u would call it but i juz prefer things to stay the way they are. i hate changes because i hate decisions because i'm afraid my decision is wrong. ok i noe it's stupid to think diz way but i juz do. i would love to make new frenz, have new and diff experiences and stuff. i mean who doesnt? hiya i'm sick of myself. all boils down to my super nian4 jiu4-ness argh... i'm afraid to try bcoz i'm afraid i would b wrong, but if i nv try i'll nv know if i'm wrong or right. ok i'm juz trying to tok some sense into myself for the i dunno how many times w/o any apparent use.. *as usual*
sighz... i'm talking to tsin li on msn now... she wanted to go hc also, budden in the end in nj oso... she's not going to transfer into hc, coz she says tt first 3 mths bonding if v impt... actually i tot of diz prob oso.. juz tt i chucked it aside n disregarded it... budden today diz prob resurfaced again... shld i transfer to hc or stay in nj? cyn has asked me diz qn for the thousandth time liao budden i still cant give her an ans. i really dunno wad to do... God, why dun u teach me how to?
today is the last day for the appeal results... sighz... i'm in a v sad mood now argh... oh nvm... dunno wad to write oso... went to ai lin's hse yesterday... actually we didnt do much, but it was nice to haf ppl ard... n meet everyone else yea... if not oso dunno wait until when... budden actually quite a no of ppl i noe r going into nj... so not tt bad lah...
i'm ok liao lah... i am juz too attached to hc.. haha.. juz tt i'm sick.. ah.... down wif flu n sore throat n all... ah choooooo.. juz read hito's blog.. he has grown up again yea... feel so happy for him... :D fervently waiting for the sacred phonecall frm hc... haha... wish me good luck:)
i ended up in nj n cyn ended up in hc... ah bao ended up in sa... we r all on our own now. i suppose it's time we learn to b stronger n more independent. i will b ok. but juz not now.
well i'm reading all my pri sch frenz blogs n some haf really changed a great deal *like me~*... time really flies... n now we r going to jc n polys... hmmm i wonder when we can ever meet again.... read becca's blog n she mentioned tt kok yi's going to organize another class reunion... i hope he really means it... coz it was really pathetic the other time like 9 ppl turn up... -__-;; really would like to see every single one of them, which is of coz impossible... when do u see the whole class there... tsk tsk tsk... anyhow really wish tt another class gathering is to b organized... i miss all of u out there!
well.... i've added alot of other ppl's blogs as u all can see.. all their blogs r so damn nice man... all the templates r so cool... as compared to mine... oh nvm... all i need is a place to store all i want to write.... oso dunno how to add all the music n effects they haf....
well guess wad... we had a great time at prom man!!! we danced n took photos n juz went crazy... haha.. nv knew i could do so much... but i guess when i'm wif diz bunch of frenz, anything is possible haha.. when mel n i reach cyn's hse it was like mebbe ard 1? den we toot toot here n there n wash face n wadeva... den we went downstairs to wash a walk to remem... haha... until 3+ den we sleep k... not bad ah.... so u noe wad time we wake up?? 12.30... not bad ah... i tink i v long time nv wake up so late liao loh... haha... well anyway i'm going to b real bz coz i'm the only com-literate person in my house... i need to get all the stuff frm the video cam into a cd, cut those parts tt i dun need, rearrange the seq of some scenes... join some together... *coz my dad shot all those stuff on THREE tapes*, get the photos frm the digital cam to the com... so there i'm bz... n i wanna go kbox, go beach, go cycling, go shopping, go crazy, go sleepingover, go wadeva... i juz wanna spend time wif my frenz.. coz for the first 3 mths at least next yr, we're going to b separated... sobz... well juz hope i haf enuf time to do all tt diz yr... somehow i feel tt after diz yr, it will b v difficult for us to meet again.... next yr diz time we haf ccas n As to worry for... the next yr, we'll probably b worrying abt wad uni to go into... n beyond, we r in diff parts of the world studying.. how many yrs later will we meet? or will b ever b meeting one another again?? oh shit diz talk is making me sad. suan le dun tok liao k?? ok bye dearies...
ladies n gentlemen I'M BACK!!! ooooo finally.... eh wad happen during the whole trip got bit long lah.... nvm i juz say wad i can say now... eh the m'sia trip was ok lah.. was rotting away... ermz.. i tink u all will b more interested in my future biao3 jie3 fu1... got two lah... v the diff... one is kevin, bf of my elder biao jie... den one is ting feng, husband of my another biao jie frm next yr onwards... i tok abt kevin first lah... actually the first look i see him den not v shuang liao lah... budden nvm... my auntie, who is his future in-law, say tt he steal her money b4.. not bad ah... she gave him a cheque n ask him to help her deposit into her acct... nv leh... so good... money gone.. he got return her in the end, budden nv return full amount... $1000 cheque den only return 800... so good.... not only tt... he always say lies one... at first he say he wanna buy sports car for my biao jie.. in the end dun haf... i mean ware can he, as a 20 yr old guy find money frm?? like he v rich lidat.. den he found some excuse n say can't buy... den later he say dunno buy wad oso nv buy... in the end say buy aircon oso nv buy... he still say tt he finish studying law.. wah kao he genius huh? ware got ppl finish studying law at 20 yrs old?? so baboo... budden he's good at tian yan mi yu loh... i read his sms... wad even if we haf lesser hellos lesser dunno wad the heck, the care i haf for u will not b less dunno wad pi heck lah...so i dun exactly like diz future biao jie fu... ok tok bout ting feng now... i like him better lah... eh... he's v nice to bully, eh quite likeable jiu dui le... budden can oso see he got bit... eh... how to say... eh.. i oso dunno lah... budden i tink tt's normal for a guy.. haha... the first day we went right... oh yah we stayed in her house.. n ting feng was our driver throughout our stay... diz one v good lah... coz his house not in malacca, in fu2 rong2... some place lah k... he rent place in malacca... so he got time to b our driver lah... n no need to care abt wad time he reaches home.. whenever we need him den my biao jie will call him n ask him to come... haha... sui chuan sui dao... not bad.. the first night when we reach home he send us back lah... quite the late liao.. we watch tv.. all the adults were sleeping liao lah... so late liao... i tink we slept at 12 or 1 every nite... like the adults can take it lidat... in the day he ask my biao jie "ware r they *meaning me n my mum* staying?" "my house loh" "oh, den ware r u staying?" "my house lah duh" *goes up closer to her* "den ware i stay leh?" *pushes him away* "ur house lah duh" v funny lah.. haha... so in the end end up every nite 12+ den he go home... his mahjong is good until can die... he win 95% of the games we played loh.. in the end i play a bit den no play liao... coz they wanted to play wif money mah... like i got money to throw away lidat.... at first when we play we didnt play wif money lah.. so i played loh... den u noe wad was the stake?? so funny man... my biao jie said tt if she won, he would take off his pants n run ard my grandma's house.. den vice versa lah... wah lao man... he shouted to the whole cohort of ppl in my grandma's house abt their stake... so damn funny man... but in the end tt game my auntie won lah... so nv take off pants.. not fun one... haha.. den kevin played oso... he lost every game loh... he got v buay song... gave a buay song look n a buay song face n didnt li3 his gf... so can see tt his temper quite the bad loh... ok nvm... cont wif ting feng.. got once v funny lah.. me n my biao jie were in her rm... den he came in n ask me to go out... biao jie ask me dun go... so i sort of can guess wad he wanna do lah.. he had tt kind of look oso lah... haha... so i stay put lah... den he ask me to go out again, n she ask me to stay again... so i was like *wad am i supposed to do* den he was like "u scared of me issit" biao jie:"when am i scared of u" den i went out loh.. haha i dun want to see ne...hehe.. immediately after i went out he closed the door n locked it.. *die* after tt i heard screamings of my biao jie n laughing n wadeva... *tsktsk* can hear them rolling ard the bed *shakes head n laughs* hears a thud n a click. door opens... my biao jie emerges victorious... coz he ended up on the floor hahahahahahahaha.. in simpler terms they got bit sm... he fell, or rather got thrown off the bed, n hurt his butt, n my biao jie got scratched.. haha.. oh yah n all the adults were outside... :) he's v nice to bully lah basically.... when playing mahjong rite, my biao jie for no reason throw mahjong tiles at him twice, he oso nv get angry.. den he still go n pick up the tiles.. i tink he's a v nice guy lah.. budden my mum was afraid tt diz may b all an act... to do wad i dunno... but there's diz possibility... eh finish toking abt diz two guys liao... entertained?? too long entry liao lah... i next time den tok bout taiwan... :)